43. 7/27/14
Church was Good ( I looked hot)
Home
Went to work with Craig
Went to their house
Home
Choir which was great
Ward prayer
Hooked up my kindle with xbmc and Nate’s server so basically the world is mine.
Soundtrack: moment 4 life by Nicki minaj

42. 7/26/14
The boys were here all day and I hung out with Megan and Asher.
Went to carrabas for dinner and then gelato. Didn’t meet all my goals but didn’t do too bad.
So tired.
Finished gossip girl it was glorious
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Soundtrack: up all night by owl city

wildexpeditions:

Pretty neat to see Chase’s photo on my feed!

wildexpeditions:

Pretty neat to see Chase’s photo on my feed!

(Source: naturechaser, via sais0ns)

i-am-not-a-celebrity:

(via The Shiny Squirrel: A Few things I love…)

i-am-not-a-celebrity:

(via The Shiny Squirrel: A Few things I love…)

(via tartakayy)

41. 7/25/14
Temple this morning which was weird
Felt disgusting and awful for much of the day
Almost done with gossip girl
I love emily a ton
made an insane goals chart for the rest of the summer- I better meet those damn goals
I have to pee sooooo bad right now help
Also can I just say. Today & yesterday combined felt like a month ??? I have questioned whether today is Friday or Saturday like 10 times and whether yesterday was really that recent Etc etc etc soundtrack: PILLS N POTIONS omg I listened to it a thousand times

39/40 —>7/24/14
Sara’s on town and she is wicked skinny
And I’m having a breakdown about how fat I am like shiT

Ran a 5k it took me 40 minutes ha I’m such a loser but I had fun with my girls
And then we hung out at Robbyn’s house like ALL DAY
and by the end I was like deAd
Sara’s in laws are the weirdest people I have ever met LAWD.

Soundtrack: fancy by iggy

38. 7/22/14 
Called for a job, wrote a cover letter that didn’t suck, updated resume and did a ton of work
Lots of gossip girl
(*dair* omg) also I love ivy and hate Serena and lily rn
Talked to Chelsea on the phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She’s the best I miss her a million
Soundtrack: things we lost in the fire by Bastille

33-37 —> 7/21/14
Went to a new ward, and it was great! Fhe volleyball was awesome. Choir practices and blah blah. Got a Pat’s jersey that I’m pumped about.
And I’m feelin prit good.
Working a lot and I applied for another job too, which I probably won’t get. But it’s worth a try?
So pumped for these next few weeks.

Soundtrack: cast away by strange talk & all of Bastille’s bad blood album

30/31/32 —> 7/16/14
Fhe at bridal veil. Drove my family to the hairport. Went to Craig’s office and stuff and stuff.
Soundtrack: love runs out by one republic

29. 7/13/14
Asher was like on crack today and instead of napping she cried for an hour and had a panic attack heyo
My mom came over for lunch which went pretty well and she didn’t make too many comments about us eating crepes with as much sugar as possible and stuff. And she tried on my skirts didn’t actively try to make me feel fat so good for her
Church was good and I mailed letters to dani Audrey and Sofia. Yay. I’m freaking out already though about
1. Allreds coming to stay tomorrow which means I don’t have a bed and me and Lachelle working out will be judged hardcore by people who are majorly in shape
2. I have to go to a new church next week by myself where I know no one. Shit. I promised Lachelle I would go to the ysa ward so I would have friends but like. HELP ME.
3. I continue to be floored by how much weight I’ve gained. 40 pounds in a year what the fuck.


Soundtrack: singing along to the Disney Pandora station with kyrie